Bet you’ve heard of the saying ‘ an empty mind is a devils workshop ‘?? well i have dont have an empty mind but definitely it IS a devil’s workshop ! From the moment i wake up with the grumpy alarm buzzing in my ear.. to my early morning jogs.. to my quiet afternoon siestas and to my not so quiet evenings with my kids hovering around me for attention.. MY MIND WANDERS.. it wanders all over the place..all the time.. I keep thinking of everything i wanna do that day.. can do.. did do.. did NOT do.. should do (ahem) and then feeling guilty of wandering without doing anything( sigh!!!)
My mind is a workshop as it creates and disrupts one thought from another..only in the wait of an eureka moment.. a moment that i can say –YES ! ive got it.. ive done it.. ive figured it out.. only to realise that i could do better… and im back to square one!
After many many years i think ive reached a place in my life that i can afford to ‘mindwander’ and the funny part if that i feel guilty about it.. shouldnt i be doing something more productive with my ‘free time’ ?? Mind you- this is a self inflicted guilt !!!
I guess we have all wandered in this cozy private space of ours called our minds and feel sheepishly amazed at the secrets and devilish thoughts that we can keep to ourselves..but at the same time would like people to discretely guess our inner fears ..funny paradox eh?
Im sure all of us at some points in our lives have wondered (and wandered ) about what is our ultimate goal in life.. after all – isnt that our driving force? But only ‘mindwanders’ can actually realise that there is no ultimate goal- as soon as we achieve one- we strive for another and another and this goes on and on and on.. so why not have smaller realist goals which make us satisfied on a day to day basis..
The day we realise that we are answerable only to ourselves and no one else will we feel truly happy..this is the circle of life my friend.When we do things..see things, share things that make us happy..we send out such powerful positivety that everyone around who truly cares feels happy and this energy comesback to you. This is ultimate happiness.
Now im happy so signing off.. Have a great day !
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